You use to be the person I want to see everytime I'm upset, when nothing's right. You use to make me smile a little bit more by just being there, you were just one of those people who brings a lighter mood to whatever situation. What happened? Why did you have to go and do a complete 180 degree turn? Is it because you think you're all that just because you're dating someone? Is that suppose to make you better than everyone else? Does you dating someone suddenly make you that much cooler? That much better? I don't think so, and honestly, neither does the people who surrounds you. GET OVER YOURSELF.
To be clear, I wasn't mad at you for the reasons you think. I'm mad at you because you honestly act like you're better than me, just because you're dating someone and I'm not. You don't act straight out cocky, but it's the little things you do, the little underlying attitude that you every now and then slip out. The game we were playing today? I don't fucking care who's cooler. I honestly did not think of that game as anything serious, clearly it was a different situation for you. It was nothing serious, just chill the fuck out. After asking the first person, I thought the game was over. You continued. Oh sorry, wasn't it you that started it? Oh yeah. It was, so don't pull the "no you started it" shit on me, and don't go all whatever-I'm leaving-you're-being-a-bitch-fuck-you on me either, bud. I was totally being chill about the game, it was nothing serious, and you were definitely doing a great act on thinking it was chill too. Sorry, but it was the little glares that you shot at me, the little "pfts" sound that had a little too much hmph to it that sold you out. You were taking it way more seriously than it was intended to be. Everyone likes to look for compliments to build their esteem, but what you were doing earlier was obviously just an attempt to prove that you're 'better' than me. Had you of actually won? I know exactly what you're going to do with that. You're going to rub it in my face, use it everytime, you're going to act immature about it. Fortunately, you lost. And when you did, you were all pissy and being all like, whatever-I'm-leaving...and it didn't stop there, you went on to tell my friend that we're being stupid/bitchy or whatever. You started the fucking thing, so shut it. Also, that little jab you took at me? The one that was a little too much? Yeah. Buddy, thanks for saying that I'm not a very good pianist. I would've taken it as a joke, had it not been your little too serious/egomaniac tone. Please, who are you to question my musical ability? You're just a little dick who sucks at the fucking bass and way over your head. And all the "jokes" I said about to you about you being a jerk/dick and someone who has a big ego, I know it sounded sarcastic, but I meant every single word.
I would go on, but you're a waste of my time now. I can't believe how much time I've invested in you in the past, how much I thought you were such an innocent friend, how you were "the nicest person ever". I'm waiting for the day where you aren't going to date the person you're dating, and watch your fucking ego break into a million little pieces and watch you crawl back to your friends. And the funny thing is, all the people you surround yourself with everyday are the people who told me about your change in attitude in the first place; they're also waiting for the day your ego crumbles. But to be clear, I still like you as a person/friend...maybe just not as much as I use to.
Oh yeah, and your apology backstage seemed pretty half assed.
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